Denial
Is it still denial, if I know it’s denial? I’m diabetic. I know that. But whenever the doctor seems surprised that I don’t have one particular symptom or another, I get this hope that maybe it’s all wrong. I think she knows this too. She said something about how I’m the classic case of adult-onset diabetes. It’s not going to work, at least not yet. I am going to keep hoping while I get my blood sugar down to more reasonable levels, and bring my weight to something more appropriate. Then we’ll see.
Blood sugar: Thursday pm: 186, Friday am: 183.